yup, have a great year everyone, and all the best! me love you MUAH! lawl. i'm so gonna rock 2006, i HOPE XD.

yesterday i spent the countdown with my badminton team, about twenty of them at cherie's house lol. played asshole daidee that stupid game. first to win is the king, second is the queen, third is the asshole, last is the toilet bowl XD LOLOLOL! and once a toilet bowl, always a toilet bowl la, (that's me lol) cause i have to give my good cards to the king. T-T oh and sidetracking a little, BERNARD GAVE ME A DOG KEYCHAIN! AND IT'S CALLED HAPPY DOG! LMFAO! it's cute, i can't resist stabbing my finger into it's big nose hurhur :D okay back to where i stopped. then it was 11.55am! we went outside and did the countdown really loudly, before me and kelly sprayed confetti all over the place and the others pulled poppers. muahaha it was so fun! i went around shaking everyone's hand and wishing them happy new year lol. stepping back into the house, it's just amazing how in a matter of seconds things can change. it's like five minutes ago i was in the house playing cards, then i went out, and when i come in again, it all feels so far away. like now 2005 will be in my past, someone that i only can look back at. bah, i feel like crying lah how emo. XD

hmm, let me look back and recall the highlights of the year :D all i remember now, (thanks to the good memory that i've always had XD) were the 4 and a half months of pure bliss, then followed by an unexpected discovery in my family that nearly broke all of us up, the injury of my leg, the break up, the lies, and the coping and recovering part, and then the stress of exams and the decision for ip. i daresay that i've been dealing with great blows one after another since june and they never seem to stop. i don't know whether i'm up on my feet now or have i recovered, but i know i'm looking forward to a brighter 2006 (:

now for new year resolutions! (ooh my favourite part nehz XD )

a) learn to stop spending so much money. YEAH RIGHT.
b) change for the better and stop hating myself and my parents. YEAH RIGHT.
c) stop being such a lazy bum and buck up with my studies. YEAH RIIIIIGGHT.
d) grow taller. YEAH RIGHT HEAVEN HELP ME.
e) be prettier. AH POOOOIIIII.
f) stop being so damn emo lah. RIGHT, THEY DONT CALL ME MOODY QUEEN FOR NOTHING.
g) please let my brain be cleverer, i dont wanna lag in class. MIRACLE PLEASE.

naw, i was just kidding. now for the REAL ones (:

1) rock my life (:
2) have a great time in tj.
3) seriously, study harder.
4) have better time management.
5) get suteki results in my japanese (: (oh please please let me do well)
6) feel better about myself
7) make new friends and keep the old ones
8) get fit.
9) and yeah, control my temper and stop being so emo. (for real lolol)
10) for a special most-wanted prayer to come true (: (come true soon and don't let me wait!)

but then again, DON'T ALL OF US BREAK NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS THE NEXT DAY?! :D 80% of them won't be accomplished, trust me. then again, HAVE A SWANKY NUU YEAR PEOPLE! love <3 (:

{ C }
the kind of girl who mopes around about stuff ALOT
& somedays on mute mode

A LEFT-HANDER WHO FEEDS ON JROCK :D

Is a caffeine addict, & doesn't mind giving up talking for good. With not much self-confidence to start with, her ugly teeth upset her a lot but she plans to do nothing about it. Cheap thrills include rainy days, graphic designing, writing & a little dosage of her jrock darlings. Can conjure up some really good shit in her mind sometimes, but has problems putting them onto paper and into reality. Overall an average kid who's neither here nor there in everything she does, & gets bothered by it sometimes. Has trouble finding her direction in life. Mostly negative and wishes to be more apathetic. Currently finding a way to start a new life in Japan, with a different name.

Still likes to talk to inanimate things like her stuffed penguin.

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